.November 29, 2005 ' 20:27 Y
hey all.. had training today. it was ok.. walaoo eh! i'm so prepared for next year's tournament. i'm training hard on my own and den NOW?!?! sigh. i dont know wheter its good or bad luh. and THEY're suppose to come back today.. thought i could see
people.. but no. i ask senior jolene she said they'll be back TOMORROW. i asked s. xinyun and s. hew wai they said theyll be back TONIGHT. at 9pm. haii. but what the heck. i'm already home now. and i didnt see them. nope. we'll just hope they have a safe trip back home. its raining.. i miss THEM. heh heh. hhmmm. nothing much to blogg about today luh. thats about it i guess. oh ya.. and
my last words for you are..
STOP BEING SOMEONE YOURE NOT. be yourself. stop trying to be somebody else. stop trying too hard. you look disgusting. just be yourself. WE LOVED YOU THE WAY YOU ARE. i hate this kind of shit. i hate you for being someone that youre not. and STOP it as if you know everything. welcome to the world my dear! what youre doing is making people despise you. i hope you read my blog cuz people care for you. alot. and youre just continuing to be shit.wake up and face the fact! its NOT the endi wish i could just slap your face and give you a WAKE UP callwelcome to the worldwelcome to lifeyoure just different.you need to get your life back. you need a facelift!
`i miss you. i miss you so faR~